LET'S TALK ABOUT ME, MYSELF AND I

Well, I'm proudly saying that I'm a muslim and shall  live a life as a muslim as long as I live, Insyaallah.
To tell you the truth, I wasn't waaaaay good as I am now,,( I ain't good now anyway,, but changing for the better) Everyone wants to be nice in front of the person they love the most, right? Praises to Allah, I was given a chance by Him, The Almighty, to start afresh and change into a better muslim. Life in KMS has yet opened another door to my so-called-filthy kinda heart ( Allah didn't make it that way, but I did, with all those sins and wrongdoings). Everyone was born to this Earth with a pure heart..

THOSE ARE THE THINGS THAT APPARENTLY HAPPENED TO ME THESE PAST MONTHS,,
so let's take a peek on how I was when I was wee younger...

Born on 9/6 (it's a cute kinda number, right?), there I was, the cutest being I was to my loving parents
( they're the BEST parents ever I could wish for). I grew up with all the things I needed in life ( well, i guess everyone need these)-ISLAM, LOVE AND EDUCATION- to sum it up,, you can get all of that in ISLAM 'coz it teaches you to respect and LOVE the people around you and be well-educated through your education.I was in Malaysia 'til i was around 4.
My mum was still studying back at that time( she was taking her PhD- talking about that makes me so pride as her child, way to go mum!). So, we kinda left Malaysia and went to UK, precisely STIRLING, SCOTLAND.

    <--- THAT'S MY KINDERGARTEN, CLACKMANSHIRE


Life over there was sooooooooooo great, fabuluos, glamorous and waaaaaaaaayyyy lots of fun ( i can't put into words). I had great friends, great teachers and a great school. My environment was welcoming too. Being a muslim wasn't a barrier at all ( i kinda get puzzled on why people suddenly change their attitude to us muslims when once they were once sooo nice). Let's leave that to the grown-ups to answer. However, peer influence is something you can't avoid, eventhough you're waaaay nice like an angel. The point is, we were more matured than our age us told us to be. Imagine your only 7, and your friend acts like a 17- year-old punk.. Geez, that freaked my friends out when I got back to Malaysia. Those experiences didn't freak me out anyway and I wasn't culture-shocked at all. It gave me another perspective on how other kids were thinking when I was as the same age as them. Talking about being matured..I can promise you'll be way more matured if you were to live with the Europeans and Westerners,but Asians aren't bad themselves anyway.. I wasn't wearing my hijab at that time but my parents had already taught me on how we were supposed to behave as muslims. RESPECTING OTHERS, TOLERATING, BEING A ROLE MODEL- that waswhat we were supposed to be as muslims. My religion wasn't discriminating myself or anyone around. Actually, it was something to make my life better. Anyway, I wasn't having inferiority being a muslim during those moments.


After round 4-5 years, and I came back to Malaysia and grew up the teenager life I am right now. Over the years, I could see that, sad to say it, but teenagers were acting like some dumb-headed lads ( sorry for the bad language, but that's what reality is). They were living there free lives, to be exact, their CARE FREE LIFE. Bad language, no manners at all and worst of all, acted as if their religion wasn't what they needed in life at all. Hey, common guys, I grew up in those surroundings and I wasn't that badly influenced. And how come you guys are living over here and acting like you'd lived your 100-years in the overseas. It's not to say that you should be so cooked up in your house and be a nerd. Islam didn't make it that way. It's just if you could just cut out all the crap and pick up those good stuff and make a better life for yourself.

There are thousands of  people waaaaayyy better than me and I admit i'm in my own phase of changing.  I know how difficult it is to change as well as how much courage and strength it takes to be change. The unwelcoming gestures, unsupportive environment and sometimes your own will is too down that you can give up at any moment. Never fret as IT'S YOUR LIFE. No one can ever stop you. Damn those people who envy how strong you are ( that's what I always say to myself when I'm on the verge of breaking down). I'm now on my way to getting excellent results in my A-Levels ( that's only my short- term goal). CROSS THE BRIDGE ONLY WHEN YOU REACH BUT NEVER FAIL TO PLAN ON WHAT'S AHEAD OF YOU COZ YOU NEVER KNOW WHEN YOU'RE GONNA FALL.I will also try my best to be the best for My Creator, My Prophet, My Islam, My Family, My Teachers, My Friends and all the people I love in this world, all my relatives in Islam.

( you might get freaking weird on what I'm talking about, but that's what i call CLARITY-you speak your mind out). And the way I talk is kinda matured with all these serious stuff coz i call that MY BUSINESS and i damn freaking love it. I hope what I shared will be a tool for everyone including myself to be a better person. No matter what what religion you are, what your skin colour is, what language you talk and how matured you are ( that emphasizes on me,, huhu), we will always respect each other as humans. There ain't no religion in this entire world that teaches their people to hurt other's right?

 Let's clear our minds, relax and give some thinking on what our life is all about~

SO LONG SUCKERS,,,(ooops,, that's what I learnt when i was 5)... people,, that is REALLY bad language. So avoid it and lead a PEACEFUL LIFE.


         

 

P/S: I love chocolates, purple, butterflies and nasi lemak ( doesn't make sense right)~ whatever, as long as I'm happy and you're happy too)

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